Thursday, April 16, 2009

A bit scared now....

Well its all so real now....
And as of right now, I feel terrified....
Not sure why....
Hormones maybe ...don't know...don't care....
But scared to death is me.......

I can't even say " what in the world was I thinking" because this wasn't something I expected after 11 years.

I just don't know ......
This isn't just a dream anymore.

Up until now, it didn't seem real but when I saw those big numbers, it became real!!!!!!!!!

I'm carrying a little human being with a soul.....
God already knows the number of hairs on this persons head.

He already has a plan for this little one.

And I'm a part of this plan....

Oh....breathe Nikki, breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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